Saturday, March 19, 2011

Reality of a vet…

What one man Destroys... is some one elses heart.... what on
man calls trash...another calls love and a blessing....what on man dose dosent
mean they all gunna do it....or so they tell me..... whats up with men??? its
one of those days... where i wana curl back in my blanket and ignore the
world...whats bad about it...whats good about it...but than i would have to
wash more ....cuz i wana break down....cry for a while....but whats that
do....it makes the man win...and no way in hell is he gunna win:) ....long
story short.....I dont like the man... used to stand with him but now he aint
standing with non of us that used to stand with him....so .....i wonder if he
knows how many hes getting to stand against him...not standing for
them.....hum...
whats with men....think before you say oh thank you for all
you have done...now about all the time you gave and the pain...well thanks but
i dont see how i owe you anything....night mares...attacked? beaten? dont see
it.....must not have happened...its in paper...on paper....well we can help you
in a few months...knee pain why? .....oh it was cut open
....busted...smashed.... you have papers to show it.....um we will look in to
it and see if they where true....oh you have 8 docs telling you not to
run....and mris.....well we will do our own tests....
The man thinks we are dumb...
Oh you saved all the records....xrays....
and it did get worse with service....it was great
befor....you ran track....
oh you didnt have night mares before.....you where attacked
by your own?? really why??? oh 15mns around men not a good idea for women ???
why? really can you give your opinon on women in battle??? oh its not the women
to worry about?? how do you stand by that.... is that a fact?? we have no proof
that men attack their own ...

Maybe men change.....but the man never dose.....
still thinks men are angels...
If you dont get ask... and if its to personal or to pissing
you off its the truth about the man...he wants to side step and not care about
what happens to people who stand up with him in hard times...and after hes let
them go...well he didnt do it.... didnt see it happen


and dosent know why i would have night mares about something
that i tried ot handle my own....deal with it all...like iwas taught to ....
and i have...some times i wish i didnt have such a heart....
maybe one day a man will prove me wrong...but til than....
sorry if i ofend....i gues... but i fought long enough to
protect your freedom....you can suck it up and drive on...because if you dont
have the skin to know what we are dealing with in a war...and come home to
fight again to just try to get help....you would think some one out there would
care....
and not just pretend.....we support our troops long as they
are troops.....Vietnam again...
its like taking a dog to a shelter because hes apain.... i
done that...because it was best for him to go where he could rest from the life
he had....been beaten and abused...he was hurt and he wanted to hurt some one
else....but that becomes his shelter when some vets are no longer troops they
have no shelter and most are homeless what happens than…they seek help…but many
never help them..and many turn them away….no knowing what they have been through
to the man he would rather send us all to the pound….